Perennial chase
of goals without purpose
Details
of a painting without an author
Chaos and magic
in the same room
Uselessly
Alienating sacrifice
Necessary
Required
Misunderstood
Flashes
of reassuring distractions
Decisions without choices
The death
without life
I don’t want
to be there
To waste
my only opportunity
It’s in the land of silence
of time
that I am
ephemeral and present
connected
But I don’t appear
True in life
ghost in reality
The moment is divided
Live twice
or none.